The Beatles - Abbey Road (by Tim)
Social anxiety isn’t “omg I hate people lol I wish I was sleeping and watching netflix!”.
It’s “I want desperately to be able to hang out with people but I hate the feeling of sheer panic and fear I get around them so I don’t/ can’t and it eats away at me every day so I end up just staying home and say I’m sleeping or watching something”
When you’re being your fun crazy self and someone comes in the room….
So I’m chatting with some friends and they go
‘OMG NEUER IS SO HOT
PODOLSKI IS SEXY
OMG ALL THE TEAM IS SO PERFECT’
And then there’s me in the dark corner whispering
‘Isn’t… Like… Löw… You know, the 54-years-old coach… Kind of… Yeah… attractive?’
It’s not enough that they’re insanely talented.
And ridiculously gorgeous on top of that.
And endearing as all freaking hell.
And absolutely fucking brave and heart-rending.
And holy shit I am fucking ecstatic for these guys.
And then they just had to go and be
Die Mannschaft, man. These guys are something special. ♥
When I leave the salon:
When I try to style it myself the next day:
First time I’ve coloured my hair in six or seven years…such excite.
Just wait til I wash it and it goes boofy and curly and frizzy and stupid again…!